Poem : Nonexistant

Something I wrote because I feel like writing.

Because in your world,
I am nonexistant.
Nothing I ever did,
Would grab your attention.
For I am mediocre,
Not worth a mention.

As I look at you silently.
You didn't know I was there.
Watching on, holding on.
The love is suppressed,
The emotions unexpressed.
I am nonexistant.

You're the fatal attraction,
My antidote, my medicine.
If you would just glance my way,
You'd have really made my day.

But in your world,
I am nonexistant.
Nothing I ever did,
Would grab your attention.
Your full undivided attention.